in silence i am screaming

I opened myself up, while keeping distance to reality. 
I am a disturbance, while becoming one with my surrounding. 
I wanted your attention without words, by just being me.

You saw me.  - You stared at me.
The white stare going through my existence, crashing into everything I am standing for. - In this specific moment and always.

Society of the spectacle. I am a representation of what I am standing for and more. 

I pushed you away - by being myself. 
A woman of colour sharing her thoughts. 
A woman of colour that wants to be heard. 

Breathing- eye contact.
                        Breathing- eye contact.
                                                        Grounding my body

Breathing- eye contact.
                         Breathing- eye contact.

I am stepping out of the system.
A system marked by fast living and ignorance.
A system filled with judgement.
A space in which is no air to breath. 

Moving entities, their mind occupied with the images on a screaming screen. 
The kind of screaming that gets attention.

Breathing- eye contact.
                        Breathing- eye contact.
                                                        Grounding our bodies

Breathing- eye contact.
                        Breathing- eye contact.

A dialogue that never happened.
I am still screaming in silence.

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